Yes, I'm a Therapist. And Yes, I Have a Past.
On being a whole human and a damn good clinician.
Someone from my past — wrapped in the memory of who I was at seventeen — recently expressed disbelief that I work as a therapist. She meant it as a slight. I received it as a gift, eventually. Because it forced me to ask a question I now think every client deserves to ask: would you actually want a therapist who had never struggled?
Let me be direct: I was a complicated teenager. There was drama, bad decisions, and all the beautiful chaos that comes with being young and still becoming. I have since navigated heartbreak, grief, higher education, motherhood, loss, and the daily, unglamorous work of becoming a better version of myself — including years of my own therapy. I have lived. And that living is not a disqualifier. It is, in every meaningful sense, the credential.
If you've ever wondered what makes a therapist actually good at what they do — or if you're looking for an anxiety or burnout therapist in Maryland who brings their whole self to the work — I hope this answers it.
Therapists Are Not Blank Slates. We Were Never Supposed to Be.
There is a persistent cultural myth that helping professionals must be above the fray — untouched by the messiness of being human. This idea is not only wrong, it is clinically counterproductive.
Carl Rogers, one of the most influential psychologists of the 20th century, identified empathy, congruence (authenticity), and unconditional positive regard as the three non-negotiable core conditions for therapeutic change. Note what is absent from that list: perfection. A spotless past. A drama-free adolescence.
“The therapist's genuine humanness — their ability to be real and present, not distant and clinical — is what creates the conditions in which healing actually happens."
Research consistently bears this out. A landmark meta-analysis found that the therapeutic alliance — the relationship between client and therapist — is one of the strongest predictors of treatment outcomes, accounting for as much as 30% of the variance in client improvement. You cannot build a genuine alliance from behind a wall of manufactured neutrality. You build it with humanity.
The Wounded Healer Isn't a Cautionary Tale. It's a Framework.
Psychologist and theologian Henri Nouwen popularized the concept of the wounded healer — the idea that those who have genuinely suffered are uniquely positioned to walk alongside others in their pain. Carl Jung wrote similarly about how the therapist's own wounds, when consciously understood and integrated, become tools of deep attunement rather than liabilities.
This is not an excuse for a therapist to project their own unresolved issues onto clients — that is precisely why we do our own work. The operative phrase is consciously understood and integrated. I have done that work. Years of personal therapy, graduate education, supervised clinical hours, and the ongoing, humbling practice of self-reflection have ensured that my past is not something that clouds my perception of clients — it is something that helps me see them.
“Therapists who have personally experienced adversity and engaged in their own therapeutic work demonstrate higher levels of empathic accuracy and are rated as more effective by clients across multiple outcome measures.”
You can read more about my own journey and the values that shape how I practice on my About page.
What No Algorithm Can Replace
We are living in an era of rapid technological change, and questions about AI in mental health are everywhere. But the research is clear: the irreplaceable variable in therapeutic effectiveness is the human relationship.
Empathy — true, felt, embodied empathy — requires a person who has known what it is to need it. An algorithm can offer information. A therapist who has sat in grief, in shame, in confusion, and found her way through? She can offer something no model can generate: genuine recognition. The sense of being truly known.
This is especially true for anxiety and burnout — two experiences that are deeply personal, often invisible to the outside world, and almost always tangled up in identity, worthiness, and the pressure to keep performing. If that resonates with you, I'd love to connect. Learn more about how I work with anxiety and burnout in Maryland here.
My past did not make me less qualified to help people. It made me able to mean it when I say: I understand. And it can get better.
And One More Thing — About That Comment.
When someone looks at who you were at seventeen and decides that is the final word on who you are, they have revealed something important — not about you, but about themselves. They are frozen in a version of you that no longer exists, measuring your present through the lens of a past you have long since outgrown. That kind of judgment says nothing about your capability. It says everything about their capacity for growth.
I am not the girl she remembers. I earned a graduate degree. I did the inner work. I built a life and a family. I have sat with clients in some of the hardest moments of their lives and had the profound privilege of watching them move through it. I have evolved — visibly, professionally, and quietly, in all the ways that matter most.
Her disbelief is not a verdict. It is, at best, a data point about the limits of her imagination.
So yes — I am a therapist. I have a past, a story, scars that have healed, and a deep, hard-won understanding of what it means to be a human being doing the best she can. That is not despite my history. It is because of it.
If you're looking for a therapist- Find one who has lived. Find one who has done their own work. Find one who can look at your mess and not flinch, because they have met their own.
The most powerful thing a therapist can offer is not a pristine record — it is a hard-won, fully integrated, deeply human self.
Ready to Work With Someone Who Gets It?
If this resonated with you, I'd love to be in your corner. I work with adults in Maryland navigating anxiety, burnout, and the quiet weight of trying to hold everything together.
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